Being a Mom to boy

it haas been very regular few days. nothing much. birat is picking up things fast. or chokh duto sobsomoy notun khoje. weekend e kapil bari chilo bole i got some rest during day. apartment er pool party te nie gechilum oke. 

onek gap pore jachhe ajkal blogging e. ma baba thakte regular kora suru korechilum. ajkal time peleo r laptop e korte ichhe korena. ph e app ta hole better hoto. but no space alas!. er majhe 19th e kapil gechilo conference e. raat 7:30 tae or uber ese gechilo. bon r baba ma ke khub miss korchilum. jokhon tokhon bon ke message kortum, call kortum. baba ma hat te beroto sob bhabchilum eka chunku ke nie. ekhon chunku sona ghum dichhe ulte tai ami ektu blog ta kore nichhi. 1:40 pm baje. oi 3 din , mane kapil eseche wednesday rat 8:30 tae...was tough but not much. as emnio sokal bela ta ami samlai eka and bikel e kapil asar 2 hrs er mohyei o ghum dei. ei ja rat tae kapil uthe uthe oke ghum parae and bottle dhue tue dei segulo amake korte hochhilo. and big responsibility chilo amar opore. birat ektu cranky hochhe because of teething. sob khete chae. the other day amar fingers gulo kamrachilo. tai ami frozen pacifier, wet cloth esob dewa suru korlum. another big thing happened was that on 20...

aagain long gap in blogging. kapil has gone to his conference in new hampshire. ami eka birat ke nie. bon ra reach kore geche kolkata. or khub mon kharap ekhono. sosur sasuri r kache ache. sedin bolchilo or charlotte er bari tar jonne mon kemon korche. amar guilty feelong hochhe kemon niejr anondo share korte. bon er jate taratari baby ase sukh ase. kapil geche bole amar onekta khatni bhor er dike but kaj ektu kom o as ranna kora ache. ami nijer moto time katate parchi tv dekhe but mon kharap o korche, baba ma thakle ki bhora bhora ghor ta chilo. ekhon khali birat ghumale. sokal bela bishes mone hoena. ei 8  ta nagad jokhon baba ma ra hat te beroto sei time tae emon kharap kore. birat ajkal jhub ultate sikheche. ei du tin din suiye dilei byata ulte jachhe, r utle giye "flying position " kore kadche. or jonne play gym er mat ta khub choto hochhe. atke jachhe. tai duto blanket pete diechi mati te jate open space pae oltano r jonne, koto joldi outgrowkore geche mat ta

kl rat e birat e ghum parachhi 4 te r somoy, tokhon dekhi byata beke sue ache mane side hoe hehhehee! ajkal almost ultanor ager stage. saradin ektu fuss kore, easily bore hoe. aj bon der last day Charlotte e. oph korchilo last bar oi bari theke. dupur e khub mon kharap chilo or. sob jeno bhalo hoe or...seta pray kori. oitai chinta...tithi o pregnant. aj bhublum kapil sunday jachhe conference e..3 din samlate hobe tai ekta notun khelna chai or...burlington e giye or ekta toy kinlu. bon er jonne mon kharap korchilo as o kenakata korte bhalobashe. tobe sunlum o shopkick theke nije ekta top kineche giye. bon der jeno bhalo hoe..sobai pray koro. 

onekdin likhini. 9th bhor bela uthe baba beriye porlo. cha, bread toast khete. ma ager din le ana ful diye pujo kore nilo thurseday r . birat o uthe porlo. sesh e airport e ektu kadchilo bole baba khaiye dilo oke dudh. he didnt create fuss at all. bari ese amar darun kanna pachhilo. ma nijer maxi rekhe geche chair e...paneer rekhe geche....cup gulo basin e chilo khaawa...khub kadchilum. kapil barii ese kheye chole gelo, bikel eo khub mon kharap chilo amar, baba ma r sathe ghurte jetum je sekhane potku ke nie gie khub mon kharap korchilo. park er rasta die ekta lok jachhilo hotath mone holo ma....uff ki je kanna pachhilo. porer din friday kichu temon korini, khali kapil ke convinve korchilum jodi o bon der kache jae. kichutei raji hochhilona. khub jhogra lege gechilo.rege mege office e gie ph kore bollo sat day jabe sundat firbe. jawar jonne ami bhabchi, bon abhiman kore bollo aste hobena, amio bhublum kapil somane na korche ki korbo jabona then. then friday mon khutkhut korchilo as ka...

kal baba ma chole jabe. bhor bela. aj sob kichu last bar kore nilum. gotokal baba r ma ke nie srilankan der barir samne die ghure elum birat ke nie. 1st 2 mash baba ma odik die ghurto. birat asar time e ghumie porechilo. r aj park er samne, swimming pool er samne..porer dik ta baba ma ei park er samne ghurto. kal kofta baniechilum kichu kachakola porechilo bole baba r priyo kofta baniechilum. aj methi saag baba banie nilo. rojkoto ki ranna korto. porer dik ta e kapil bajar e nie jeto bole baba saag nie asto. khub purono katha mone korchilum. er modhye ekta kharap jinis holo. kal jante perechi bon ra chole jabe india e...ki kadchilo bon. saradin boro mon kharap. birat ki attached baba ma r sathe, roj bhor bela ma er kache chole jae till we finish our naps and breakfast. ma pa fak kore oke nie bose and "surji mama namoh surji mama namoh" bole. "kathbirali ae amar bari...ese badam kheye ja" aro koto ki...ma oke biratu bole daklei o hashe. birat raja, raja beta...koto ...

kal sat day chilo. chuti r din bole kapil amader iskon nie gelo. onekdin bhebechilum jabo but jawa hoeni. kapil bolchilo ei weekend e nie jabe. tai gelum. bhaggis joldi berie gechilum . jawawr sathe sathe dekhlum mandir e thakur ke khuleche. arati holo darun. but arati r por i bondho hoe gelo. matro half n hr khola chilo. kojon chele meye ese dekhte pelona. bhaggis amra time e pouchechilum nahole giyeo petum na darshan. birat kono asubidhe koreni. jawar time e ektu ghumie chilo taifresh chilo. but baba bolechilo thakur er sathe chibi tulbe. ami bollam pore pore tai r holona thakur bondho kore dilo. jak prabhupad er samne chobi tola holo. je drive ta kore gechilum.ki darun chilo area ta...byapok byapok bari. bari ese kapil ke bollam chowmein, deri hoe jabe bole o bollo biriyani anbe. tai baba ma hatte gele amra ph korlum, but bollo biriyani point bondho. tai godavari theke anlo baba r kapil. ms er paneer karahi ta ma porer din er jonne rekhe dilo. amra khelum. besh bhalo laglo. sokal h...

last weekend when baba ma is here. but sokal otha theke aj mon kharap. kal bon der ivf er negetive result eseche, khub bhenge poreche. kal din ta khub kharap geche. amaderobhalo lagchena kichu. jotodin na or kichu bhalo hoe. or us visa nieo chinta. r bhalo lagena. baba ma mushre poreche. aj tobuo better. er modhye 1st aaug amra new york ghure elum. sotti bolte osubidhr hoeni. baba ma r khub hatahati hoechilo tai brooklyn jawa hoeni. 1st e neme penn sttn theke world trade center gelum. then sekhan theke 9/11 dekhe amader darun laglo. amar to ga e kanta dilo dekhe. then hete gelum battery park for statue of liberty. khub gorom chilo baba ma r kosto hochhilo. okhan theke statue dekhe amra 2 min boslum. ma khub impatient hochhilo as saradin e ghure time e bus pete hobe.9/11 er dekhar time e to ma darate , photo tultei chaichilona. deri hoe jabe bole hahahah. ami rege jachhilum. then statue of liberty ta dekhe baba ma r ichhe chilo ferry te gie samne dekhuk. bit onek taka ticket and time l...