Being a Mom to boy

kal baba ma chole jabe. bhor bela. aj sob kichu last bar kore nilum. gotokal baba r ma ke nie srilankan der barir samne die ghure elum birat ke nie. 1st 2 mash baba ma odik die ghurto. birat asar time e ghumie porechilo. r aj park er samne, swimming pool er samne..porer dik ta baba ma ei park er samne ghurto. kal kofta baniechilum kichu kachakola porechilo bole baba r priyo kofta baniechilum. aj methi saag baba banie nilo. rojkoto ki ranna korto. porer dik ta e kapil bajar e nie jeto bole baba saag nie asto. khub purono katha mone korchilum. er modhye ekta kharap jinis holo. kal jante perechi bon ra chole jabe india e...ki kadchilo bon. saradin boro mon kharap. birat ki attached baba ma r sathe, roj bhor bela ma er kache chole jae till we finish our naps and breakfast. ma pa fak kore oke nie bose and "surji mama namoh surji mama namoh" bole. "kathbirali ae amar bari...ese badam kheye ja" aro koto ki...ma oke biratu bole daklei o hashe. birat raja, raja beta...koto ...

kal sat day chilo. chuti r din bole kapil amader iskon nie gelo. onekdin bhebechilum jabo but jawa hoeni. kapil bolchilo ei weekend e nie jabe. tai gelum. bhaggis joldi berie gechilum . jawawr sathe sathe dekhlum mandir e thakur ke khuleche. arati holo darun. but arati r por i bondho hoe gelo. matro half n hr khola chilo. kojon chele meye ese dekhte pelona. bhaggis amra time e pouchechilum nahole giyeo petum na darshan. birat kono asubidhe koreni. jawar time e ektu ghumie chilo taifresh chilo. but baba bolechilo thakur er sathe chibi tulbe. ami bollam pore pore tai r holona thakur bondho kore dilo. jak prabhupad er samne chobi tola holo. je drive ta kore gechilum.ki darun chilo area ta...byapok byapok bari. bari ese kapil ke bollam chowmein, deri hoe jabe bole o bollo biriyani anbe. tai baba ma hatte gele amra ph korlum, but bollo biriyani point bondho. tai godavari theke anlo baba r kapil. ms er paneer karahi ta ma porer din er jonne rekhe dilo. amra khelum. besh bhalo laglo. sokal h...

last weekend when baba ma is here. but sokal otha theke aj mon kharap. kal bon der ivf er negetive result eseche, khub bhenge poreche. kal din ta khub kharap geche. amaderobhalo lagchena kichu. jotodin na or kichu bhalo hoe. or us visa nieo chinta. r bhalo lagena. baba ma mushre poreche. aj tobuo better. er modhye 1st aaug amra new york ghure elum. sotti bolte osubidhr hoeni. baba ma r khub hatahati hoechilo tai brooklyn jawa hoeni. 1st e neme penn sttn theke world trade center gelum. then sekhan theke 9/11 dekhe amader darun laglo. amar to ga e kanta dilo dekhe. then hete gelum battery park for statue of liberty. khub gorom chilo baba ma r kosto hochhilo. okhan theke statue dekhe amra 2 min boslum. ma khub impatient hochhilo as saradin e ghure time e bus pete hobe.9/11 er dekhar time e to ma darate , photo tultei chaichilona. deri hoe jabe bole hahahah. ami rege jachhilum. then statue of liberty ta dekhe baba ma r ichhe chilo ferry te gie samne dekhuk. bit onek taka ticket and time l...

besh kodin kora hoeni blog. er modhye saturday khub tension e chilum kikore jabo function e. sokal sokal kapil bollo o flight e uthche. then ami ready hochhilum. amar mon bolchilo kapil nie jabe but sure chilum na.ami oossyo bhor 4te nagad oke gyan diechilum text e ;)  ami almost ready hoe esechi ei 3:30 te nagad, kapil ph kore bollo he already landed and amader nie jabe/ i eas more than happy. o bari chole elo amar ready hoar agei. shovan ra kharap bhebeche hoeto but kichu korar nei. couldnot trade off the oppurtunity to go with everyone than all by own. kapil elo, rest nilo kichukhon'. sobar jonne bhalo gift neneche. ma er jonne salt and pepper shaker pioneer women er, baba r jonne snowbird er shirt birat er jonne u er onsie and amar bag. nijer jonne kchu aneni. pie pizza eneche but chicken :(. ami tarahuro kore ready hoe gelum. kapil bhalo mood e chilo. jodio tension korchilum pouchabo kina but thik time ei ei 7:15 naagad pouche gechi. mamata di bekar tara merechilo. koto dur j...

nothing major today and yesterday. yesterdaywent for final practise of borshamangalin nvba and came back with bidyattam da and it was kindof fun. i enjoy the rehersal seessions but asking for rides is a pain. kapil wont give me ride and i cant drive. and jaytayat e taka lage that kapil wont approve of bhalo lagena. nije income korle etuku khorcha kora jeto birat was very ggod to baba ma. ghumieche khub. but raat e besh kichukhon jege chilo. amar tai tiring geche. sara din e poornima pujo  chilo aj and also friday. aj birat ke ami r baba tummy time e diechi. dekhlum o nije nije utle gelo. 1st time ami dekhlum. er age kapil ekbar dekeche. then ma abar tummy time e rakhte once again ulte gelo. may be ekhon theke aro frequently o ultate parbe. snan koriechi aj. kapil aj pie pizza gechilo and nandita der bari.amar mon ektu curious hochhilo jante how it all is,...sob same ache naki. nek chsanges eseche. aj kichui korini..saradin e ektu lyadh kheyechi.

days going by fast than ever. now birat is so much familiar with baba ma. baba k dekhlei hashe khil khil kore. ma er kol e bose thake araam kore. kodin kichu lekha hoeni. kapil 22st e saturday te slc geche. oidin ekta bhalo jinis hoeche, oidin coincidentally ulto rath and annoprason er date chilo. ami kodin age kali mandir e pujo  dewar por bhublum je rice khaiye debo jekono ekdin, then calender e dekhi 22 tarikh annoprason er date. ma o bollo oi din ulto rath. thakur er kripae tai sob kichu eksathe thakae bhublum oi din i khawabo bhat/rice cereal baba r hath e. sedin abar kapil er beronor chilo  and amaro rehersal e jawar chilo. onek kaj eksathe. tobe din ta ki sundar thakur sob bhalo bhabe kore dilo. sokal sokal sobai uthe ready korte thakum. kapil er iche nei kono niyom palon hok or family chara. tai sob kichu  bujhe sujhe korte hobe amake jate o rege na jae r amader annoprason tao hoe jae. snan sere baba dhuti punjabi porlo, ota baba ekbaro poreni but khub sokh kore ...