7/18/18

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a normal day with filled with laughter, giggles and crankiness of biraat. one new thing was i ntroduced solids 2 times a day. he rode up his new igh chair today  which got delivered yesterday. he was initially happy sitting in it but got fussy after a while. when i tried to take him out he just freaked me out with his breath holding cry. me ma and baba all were just nervous seeing it. he really takes the heart out of me by doing it. at that moment i feel helless and think about such situations if i am all by myself. baba cooked peyajkoli today and was simple yet delicious. I was feeling very tired and sleepy throughout the day. slept most of the time as baba ma took care of birat. sometimes feel sorryas they have to work so hard everyday. but i think they like it as it keeps them busy and happy. babatoday said he wonders how they will live without us after our india visit. although its far fetched but i get scared for that. they are two lonely souls. i have lost touch of what they do throughout the day. regular skype and phone calls does let you know how they are but cannot give them the company. i feel i have been very selfish by getting married here. i should have been responsible enough to think about their future. 

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